Still Adjusting

well the holiday is officialy come to and end. that means I have to leave my hometown, that means I have to leave my bestmates, that means I have to leave my home, that means I have to leave my family. and yeah that means I'm going alone all over again, living on my own again in this cultural city. how do I feel? completely miserable. this goodbye has never been easy for me, I'm terrible at saying goodbye, I never be good at it. I wish I didn't have to go, I wish I could just lock down myself in my house and keep playing with my little brother. but yeah eventually I have to leave and I must leave, I gotta chase my dream. you gotta leave your comfort-zone in order to become success, right? riiight? so I guess this is a necessary farewell, the kind that will do you some establishments. but still I'm not overly fond of this post-holiday syndrome, it's just sad. I'm currently on my climactic sadness here.. which is not bad. because sometimes profound sadness is the first sign of the early stages of healing. well I crossed my finger on this one, I hope I'll get better immediately. I hope I'll get used to this city again, just like the way it used to be before :)

p.s: I have another great friends here so I guess they can help me to get through this asap ><

Cambridge Satchel: Pastel Edition

aren't you as excited as I am when you first witnessed this adorable thing? I mean come on.. it's cambridge satchel, first and foremost, and it's combined with pastel color which make it way waaaay more adorable, cuteness overload! I merely can't contain my excitement at its first sight, it's just the perfect bag that I've always fancied, a sweet treat that would brighten up my day in an instant. consisting of 4 alluring colors; duck-egg blue, lemon, lilac and rose pink, this cutie sure will pull out any outfit you wear ;)

duck-egg blue

lemon

lilac

rose pink

so which one you fancy the most? me goes to the duck-egg blue or I'd like to call it as mint color :3 I'm currently in love with this color, it's just have this soothing-effect to my eye, relaxing indeed. yeah anyhow this adorable thing costs big amount of money and... it's out of my budget *sigh*, so I think I'm gonna save some money from now on. I hope it's still last when I have the sufficient cash *fingercrossed* >.<

Flaws Make You Human

"everyone's got some baggage, it's part of life - but like anything else, it's easier when someone gives you a hand with it."

-- Future Ted Mosby, HIMYM